Thursday, June 30, 2011

Remember Me

Dedicated to my cuzzo AJ I can't wait to see you at your graduation! I'm so proud of you for making it through. YOU'RE GOING TO BE A MARINE!!! I'm scared to death for you but mostly I'm so proud of you!

Remember Me

Remember me kindly and I'll do the same
When wind whispers stories wild and untamed
Trees will tell wings and they'll go a flight
Causing altered young leaves to rustle and fight

Allow rain sleet and snow to wash clear you mind
Dark clouds cannot harm you there's no need to hide
When sun will not shine above Earth and Sea
Pull forth from your memory what we used to be

Recall all the times when we sat and we smiled
The sweet conversation that used to run wild
Come back to this moment, this dust of joy
And beam though you feel like a pawn or a toy

I am the chatter, I am the friend
I am the love giving life till the end
When your soul is shattered like pieces of glass
I'll be there to help gather the mass

Once the time comes for our inevitable part
I"ll be the laughter deep down in your heart
I'll ease the pain; I'll help you smile
So hope and blithe may claim you awhile

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I had to dig into my '05 vault to find this for him but i'm glad i found it. I think maybe I'll post some other old stuff as well. =D

CUZZO CLAN IS THE BEST FAM BAM!

Thursday, June 23, 2011

On Staying

Hey. Remember when I said I loved you, and I lied. I swear I didn’t mean it; the lie, not the love. I fully intended to love you. I went through all the emotions. Forced myself to feel the pains but it turns out my love was lame. As in lying broken and defeated.

Somehow, through all the lies your love was true. I could see it running deep in you. I wanted to run to it too but I ran from it. You scared the bejesus out of me getting down on one knee proposing that we should marry. How unfair would that be? You loving all of me.

I guess I didn’t love you see, I loved you like: get your ass out of bed. I can’t date a fool and your mom is breathing down my neck because you haven’t graduated yet.

I should have loved you like: Stay, stay. Don’t you ever go away. I want our future to always be this way.

Monday, June 20, 2011

New direction

I found that in between my failures in dating I can also use this as a means to show case my poetic ability?!? Why be a one trick pony?!?

So from here on out I shall also share my poetry so I can poetically fail at dating. Yay me!